BURTON D'POET

 I pointed out to her  She pointed out to my heart I cried out to her  She held me close to her heart I wished it could go on forev er  But deep down I longed for more What seemed forever  Was gradually fading away in the air  Her scent is stuck with me  I still love her

  I made a mistake  When I accepted that bribe  In turn for my silence  My people suffer  I am to blame  Poverty amasses me  When I should have spoken up  I took the bribe  My silence was bought forever  Now I am helpless  In uncertainty and waiting to die  But I will die a failure

 I am a rose  I am beautiful I got flaws too  You pluck me  I hurt you  All you have to do  Is take care of me  I am covered in thorns  Because of past events  I use them to protect me  Many love the beauty  After using it they throw me away  So I got thorns  Go slow I hurt

  Hello darkness my old friend  It's been a span since we last dished I know you want me so greatly  But I assure you this  I ain't coming back to you For the times you hypnotized me  Now you can't anymore  I am glaring luminous now  When I turn up  You flee  Cause you can't enclose me anymore  And now you can't subject  People do what you did to me  I am determined to stop you  You sabotaged me  And left me in desperation  But I overcame you  Now am your nastiest nightmare  No more darkness  I am the light now  Goodbye old friend Hades are where you fit  Time to crunch on your recipe Call me Burton_D'poet... 

    Irritation is all I perceive  My past snatching me  Anxiety is eating me like a horse  Abandoned in my desperation  Mates have renounced me  Household no longer with me  Vitality comes across as meaningless  The ordeal has usurped me  Bursts draining down my countenance  My self-confidence is no longer any more  Desolation subsists  Wish I could babble to a soul but no  Vanity has shoved me  The ego possesses all of me  Undertook all I can but flunked  Counted on men but they languished me  Regardless I look for a way on my own  Nevertheless looks like I can no longer do it  It's time I let go  Only one person I know  One who can never languish me  He begets my back eternally  Even when I don't glance at him  He yet comes through  Now it's time I let go  And let God  Lounge in him alone  Divulge in him  Cause I infer he's got my back...

  She came around  In astonishment, I strutted  Anxious but still can't speculate  That I was glimpsing at her  The one that once occupied my heart   One I wouldn't go a day without My mind reckoning about Became conscious one day and she was no more  Felt like it was the demise then  Whimpered in distress of what I felt for her  I sobbed cause she never confided in me  Whether she felt the same way too  Vowed to tell me after our last paper  I remember it was UACE but lack wasn't my story  As I never earned an opportunity to see her again  Recall actually the times  Moments we crouched next to each other in class  But it was all in vain as I couldn't have that again  I was hurt beyond repair  In that felt like that was the last time Last time I would love again  With tears receding from my eyes  I saw my world tumble  Existence became ridiculous  As I swore never to love a...

 Rested in the closet of the room  Lonely and resigned in the bloom  Feeling sore hurt but none to speak to  Finding solace in symphony  I plug in earphones in my phone  My heart bleeding terribly  Sniveling are my stares  Attempting to conceal it but it's totally tough  Reassuring myself that  That am not the only one handling this  "Yell but don't yell" I advise myself  "Cry but men don't cry" I still comfort  Before I know it am wailing out so greatly It doesn't take long and am back to natural  But genuinely I know am all alone. Fears feel my skull  Asking myself "Does anyone care that you're hurting" Retorting to myself "Nobody does, so just perish alone sir"  A whisper out of the blue "you are not alone,  am always with you" My sanity "am I getting crazy or am I having hallucinations"  A whisper again " fear not am here with you" Veering around I see and feel levity  But a cool breeze ar...