BURTON D'POET

    Irritation is all I perceive  My past snatching me  Anxiety is eating me like a horse  Abandoned in my desperation  Mates have renounced me  Household no longer with me  Vitality comes across as meaningless  The ordeal has usurped me  Bursts draining down my countenance  My self-confidence is no longer any more  Desolation subsists  Wish I could babble to a soul but no  Vanity has shoved me  The ego possesses all of me  Undertook all I can but flunked  Counted on men but they languished me  Regardless I look for a way on my own  Nevertheless looks like I can no longer do it  It's time I let go  Only one person I know  One who can never languish me  He begets my back eternally  Even when I don't glance at him  He yet comes through  Now it's time I let go  And let God  Lounge in him alone  Divulge in him  Cause I infer he's got my back  He turned in his very best for me  Even when I was worthless  He still called me by my inscription  Grabbed me by the hand and hoiste

  She came around  In astonishment, I strutted  Anxious but still can't speculate  That I was glimpsing at her  The one that once occupied my heart   One I wouldn't go a day without My mind reckoning about Became conscious one day and she was no more  Felt like it was the demise then  Whimpered in distress of what I felt for her  I sobbed cause she never confided in me  Whether she felt the same way too  Vowed to tell me after our last paper  I remember it was UACE but lack wasn't my story  As I never earned an opportunity to see her again  Recall actually the times  Moments we crouched next to each other in class  But it was all in vain as I couldn't have that again  I was hurt beyond repair  In that felt like that was the last time Last time I would love again  With tears receding from my eyes  I saw my world tumble  Existence became ridiculous  As I swore never to love again like I had done  Life went on but not as delightful as it was  Nonetheless, I had to move on 

 Rested in the closet of the room  Lonely and resigned in the bloom  Feeling sore hurt but none to speak to  Finding solace in symphony  I plug in earphones in my phone  My heart bleeding terribly  Sniveling are my stares  Attempting to conceal it but it's totally tough  Reassuring myself that  That am not the only one handling this  "Yell but don't yell" I advise myself  "Cry but men don't cry" I still comfort  Before I know it am wailing out so greatly It doesn't take long and am back to natural  But genuinely I know am all alone. Fears feel my skull  Asking myself "Does anyone care that you're hurting" Retorting to myself "Nobody does, so just perish alone sir"  A whisper out of the blue "you are not alone,  am always with you" My sanity "am I getting crazy or am I having hallucinations"  A whisper again " fear not am here with you" Veering around I see and feel levity  But a cool breeze around

  Ever wondered!!!! Why we're not thought back to  Maybe we never were owned  Always compelled our kinds into their vitalities now we're ravaged  However I can notify you it's not the end  These occurred to enlighten us to aspects we hadn't yet learned Presently we understand reasonably though it was a harsh path  Since it transpired even on an unpleasant day  It's crazy over here but yeah  The day will ratify  And we will not utter profanity  However relatively recess  To discern how generously to reimburse  permit that expire  And once similarly we shall confront  Forward we shall embark a new beginning  In a different and unique way. Stride on cause we're in fresh moments  To tolerate antagonistic vibes Since we vibing on different frequencies And a on a whole new phases  Call me Burton_D'poet......